Wednesday, December 21, 2016
Anticipating Joy: 4th Week of Advent....
2 am: *dramatic sneeze*
2:02 am: *trip to bathroom*
2:03 am: *loud sneeze*
2:04 am: *coughing attack*
2:05 am: *back to bed*
2:06 am: *toss*
2:07 am: *turn*
2:08:30: *toss turn*
2:09 am: *trip to bathroom for water*
2:10 am: *rustling of warmer clothes being pulled on in bedroom*
2:11 am: *back to bed*
2:11:30: *coughing attack*
2:12 am: *light blares on*
To be clear, this was not me. It was my adorable, lovable husband. Who I am ever so glad packed up his pillow and went downstairs to cough for the rest of the night. :0 I felt bad for him, but it was rough going with all of the sickness symptoms. He was down there for about 5 minutes when we hear:
"Dad. COULD YOU COME IN HERE?!" The apple doesn't fall far from the tree, with that one and nighttime wakings.
At any rate, I'm alive, here, and ready to talk about our prompt for the 4th Sunday of Advent.
Paul reminds us we are called to be holy. What am I doing this Advent to draw closer to God and others?
My response to this is that I have tried to be more aware of my faith in the midst of daily distractions, particularly this past week. In the 'keeping it real' category is the fact that this Advent hasn't felt as special and set aside to me as it usually does. I've been getting a lot out of these weekly posts and the journaling prompts, but that's pretty much it. I have forgotten to light the Advent candles every single week except this past Sunday (and technically Henry lit them), and the kids have been taking the reigns with the Advent calendars. I haven't been consistent with my Advent devotional reading, and I didn't make it to the Advent Penance Service.
That being said, for the past week or so it has occurred to me how much my faith means to me. Things had felt a bit dry, which led to a sense of complacency. When I started thinking about making more of a structured effort to get to confession and pick back up Advent traditions, that sense of peace and solace washed over me again. I'm not completely back on track, but I feel connected again. I think that over the Christmas season all will be well again. I feel a lot better about everything. And Mass this Advent has been WONDERFUL, especially with Henry in his new role as altar server. *beams*
What are your thoughts on the prompt this week?