At any rate, I'm feeling slightly diminished, but in good spirits this Advent weekday in our third week. I enjoyed Mass very much this week, with the rose vestments on full display, and the kids bringing up their little Jesus figurines for a special Gaudete Sunday blessing. Speaking of, I just ordered each of them expansions for their nativity sets: the 3 Kings for Anne, and a Bethlehem Village Blacksmith Shop For Henry. Henry has quite a developed little town in his room each year during Advent and Christmas. :)
|Henry's nativity scene|
|Expanding Bethlehem Village|
Isaiah encourages us to be strong and fear not when God comes. What weaknesses and fears block my acceptance of God in my life?
Well, for me, this is an easy one to answer: fear of change and the unknown. This has been a lifelong issue for me, and all of these years later, it is still omnipresent. The sweeping reading this week from Isaiah reminds me that is something that I need to continue to work on:
"Courage! Do not be afraid. Look, your God is coming, vengeance is coming, the retribution of God; he is coming to save you."
Isaiah 35: 4.
Forge on I must, and my very favorite intercessor for this intention is St. John Paul II. In fact, he may be one of my favorite saints of all time. He certainly faced a number of challenges in his life, and yet he always held to his motto of "Be not afraid." Sometimes we do not know what is coming, but we must hold on to the hope that God will see us through, no matter what it is. Letting go of that fear will lead to peace. I know this, but it sure is difficult to implement! I'm thinking that perhaps another attempt at reading his biography would be a worthwhile endeavor for Lent.
What are your thoughts this 3rd week of Advent, dear readers? What fears are holding you back on acceptance of God in YOUR life?
Fear of change and the unknown is a big one for me too. Along with my desire to control my own life instead of surrendering myself to God & his will for me. I think a lot of it boils down to a lack of trust that God knows me better than I know myself & that he is always working for my good, even when I can't see it in the present moment. It's a work in progress.ReplyDelete
Sam, work-in-progress sums up the situation for me quite well too. :0 Lots of similarities between the two of us!ReplyDelete